JUST NOT MY FORTE

2012-01-16T21:42:00.000-08:00

My pre-employment medical checkup is seriously killing me.

I thought everything was fine as soon as i've done the checkup.

But i have to return to Sgh again and again for more blood test

because they suspected me of having anaemia and thalassaemia.

And my haemoglobin level is too low and is not between

the acceptable range. Sigh.

Now im worriedl if they will actually terminate my contract with them

just because my health condition does not meet

their criteria.

Back~

2012-01-08T07:28:00.000-08:00

OMG. When did i last blogged again? Hmm.

Whatever it is, Happy New Year to all.
Still not too late to wish right? Haha.
How time flies, its already 2012.
And without realising, I'm already done with school.
Glad that i have successfully finished the whole course but sad
at the same time as I've to leave all the sweet memories as
a student nurse behind. Sure as hell I'm gonna miss my life
as a student. And not forgetting, I'm gonna miss ITE too.
They taught me a lot, practically. But yeah, life have to go on.
Im getting old each day, its time for me to stand on my own
and earn a living :)

Talking about work, i don't know if I've already share the good
news here but yes, i already got a place in Singapore General Hospital.
Alhamdulillah, contract has already been signed and I'm gonna
start work on he 26th March 2012. Hopefully everything will go
smoothly and as planned. Unbelievable, I'm already an enrolled nurse!
Heheh. And yes, i can't wait for my upcoming big event,
which is the Graduation Day! This event is slightly different
than the previous graduation that I've attended back in 2008.
Know why? Cos for the very first time, in the ITE history,
graduating students will be wearing a graduation gown! Yes! ITE!
Hehe, how exciting can that be? Awww. So yeah, we'll see how i look
like on that day. Will the gown be too long or big for me, i don't know.
Hahahaha. :)

2011-11-04T21:34:00.000-07:00

OMGEE, received my longgggg awaited phonecall from SGH
yesterday and it's comfirmed that my interview will be
on this coming Thursday! Freaking shit, im excited for it
but im so scared mama mia. I really want this job so i
hope i wont screw the interview, pleaseeee.

Ah im scared! Im scared!

2011-10-29T21:51:00.000-07:00

Hi! Again, its been so long! Hehe.
Attachment has taken up a lot of my time.
But on a brighter side, im left with less than 5 more weeks
before i finally graduate and become a nurse. Aww.
I see my my future coming, heh. I freaking cant wait. :)

Ive got so many happy things to share but i just gona cut it short.
On my birthday, which is last oct 7, i received a lovely studio
microphone from sis and also a macbook pro from mum.
So, you thinking what im thinking? Haha.

Yes! Singing!
Hahaha. This video are made with the help of my
M-audio mic, Garageband and imovie. Im still new in this,
so the editting might sucks a bit. But still, enjoy :)

Faggot

2011-09-25T10:33:00.001-07:00

Im not your slave for fuck sake.
Who the hell cares if youre my eldest sis. You cant give me a simple respect then why should i even respect you? You think you deserve to be look upon to? Bullshit. And yes, i cant stand the way you treat ibu. After all the sacrifices she made, after all the helps that she had given to you, is this what you give her in return? You wana be rude to ibu, you gotta face me first. Got it?

2011-09-24T23:48:00.000-07:00

Been thinking too much about my future career lately.
Currently in dilemma of which hospital i should
apply for. For sure, NUH will be out of my list. Hahaha.
Ive had enough of that hospital so i guess now its better
for me to find a new environment and get out of my comfort zone.

Any suggestions, anyone? :)

2011-09-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

I miss singing, singing and of course, singing. Heheh.
Eversince holidays started, i dont really have a time for myself.
Im forever busy babysitting my little nephew and niece at hommie.
Not tryna say they're a burden to me alright. Of course not!
I babysitted them sincerely and with all of my heart and soul. Cheh.
Just that most of my time spent is at home, playing and entertaining them.
So i dont really have the time to play with my lappy and stuff like that.
Trust me, i dont even meet my bf on weekdays. Hahah. Poor him.

Later, i'll be meeting my dearest gfs for a short raya outing. Hehe.
Simply cant wait to meet them cos i miss them so! Hugs.

2011-09-17T15:37:00.000-07:00

Time check now is 6.34 am.
Ive been awake since 5 am and i dont
Know whyy am i up this early.
And later at 11, i'll be going for
A raya outing with my primary school
Fellas. Goodness, i sure as hell gona be sleepy!

Testing

2011-09-15T10:12:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i last touched the template of my blog.
I dont know what has got into me, i just feel like using the classic template.
This time, no more tagboard. I had enough of all the ads and hate tags
so i guess its better for my blog to be tagboard-less for the time being.

2011-09-13T21:29:00.000-07:00

Raya outing with my beloved nursing mates

was a hell of fun!

Imagine, 16 hours of wearing heels like omfg now

i can barely walk! But overall, i did enjoy myself of course.

They're just the sweetest thing!

Its so sad to know that we'll no longer see each

other in school cause,

WE'VE OFFICIALLY FINISH SCHOOL :(

Yes, its very sad. Tell me about it.

I just dont want it to end but this is life and

it have to go on. I wish everybody all the best in life

and may we graduate together and be a dedicated nurses

to all the patients out there. Aww. Im so gonna miss you guys :')

More pichas at my Facebook.

Feef free to browse through! :P

2011-08-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

Just a simple and fast update.

On the 9th August 2011, i officially ended my single-hood life

and are now attached to Tarmizi aka my Mugik!

Hahahahahaha. Hopefully, this will last! Insyaallah, amin! :)

2011-07-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

Sucha sweetheart! Mugik actually surprised me with a big box

of cheeeeeeese pizza at this hour!

Thats just so kind of him to come all the way from his workplace

just to give me the pizza, im touched. Awww, hahahahahaha.

Lovelove!

2011-07-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

Another cover, but this time with my dear Hanah Dollah.

Enjoy :)

2011-07-22T06:38:00.000-07:00

Some people chose to use us, just for the sake of their own benefits.

True much? Pissed.

my immortal cover

2011-07-08T08:57:00.000-07:00

And so, above is the song that i covered with Emmirul yesterday afternoon.

Excuse us if we sounded off at certain time, cos this is

made just for the fun of it. Haha basically he got all the

cool recording stuff so he called us over his place to take a look

at it and have the experience of singing using that recording microphone

which i swear i wanted it so much. Its superb i tell ya.

Rest of the video is being uploaded in Youtube.

Feel free to browse through and yes, subscribe!

I mean subscribe his channel. Mine also can la if you want.

Hahaha. :P

CLICK HERE TO SUBSCRIBE TO HIS CHANNEL :)

Thankyou!

2011-07-03T01:09:00.000-07:00

First and foremost, congrats to my lovely girlfriend, Ayu, on her

wedding yesterday. Glad that everything was a success and im

seriously happy for her. No other word can tell on how happy i am,

seeing her sitting on the pelamin, on her very big day.

You definitely look stunning dear.

I wish the both of you a blissful marriage and of course,

may you both last till eternity. Insyaallah, amin.

Now im all excited for my turn. Hahahaha.

2011-06-28T01:29:00.000-07:00

I SWEAR THAT TODAY IS THE SUCKIEST DAY OF

MY LIFE, EVERRRRR!

I, NADIAH BTE MOHD NOR, FUCKING DROPPED MY

LOVELY IPHONE IN THE FUCKING TOILET BOWL.

YES, TELL ME ABOUT IT!

OF ALL PLACES, TOILET BOWL!

GOOD THING IT ONLY DROPPED AFTER I FINISHED

ALL MY IMPORTANT BUSINESS AND YES, IVE FLUSHED IT OKAY!

SO ITS CLEANNNNN FOR FUCKSAKE.

BUT OMG ITS STILL BAD COS I FUCKING DROP IT IN THE WATER!

AHHHH! DONT LIKE THIS.

NOW, IM LEAVING MY IPHONE ALL ALONE IN THE KITCHEN,

BURYING IT IN THE RICE GRAINS,

COS MY BRO-IN-LAW'S BROTHER

SUGGESTED ME TO PLACE IT IN THERE SO THAT IT CAN

SOMEHOW ABSORB THE WATER IN MY PHONE OR

WHATSOEVER SHIT, I DONT KNOW LA! HAHA.

I DONT KNOW IF IT'LL WORK BUT HOPEFULLY IT WILL!

LOL.

IM FEELING SUPER AWKWARD NOT

HAVING MY PHONE BY SIDE. :(

GET WELL SOON LOVELY ONE. I NEED YOU.

2011-06-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

Too many things happened, i dont know where should i start first.
Erm, my previous post, i guess its best to ignore it cause
everything has came back to normal. Hahah, i know right.
On and off, well i dont know too why it happened this way. We're fine now :P
I dont want to comment much cause sometimes things are rather unpredictable.
So for now its best for me to keep my mouth shut. Lol.

My posting in IMH is officially over. Its really sad to leave that place
cause ive been there for 2 weeks, and i shall say that we're quite
close to the patients already. We sing together, joke around and everything.
Gona miss all them. They are just so adorable and they really make our day!
Though the journey is a killer for me (Hougang to Jurong), ive never regretted working there.
Infact im looking forward to work there, well if i ever have the chance again. :)

Now im left with just another 2 more weeks of attachment and then walaa!
Im done with Year 2.1. One more term to go and thats the end my nursing studies.
How time flies!

2011-05-13T18:52:00.001-07:00

It happened again, for the very third time.
Im speechless, its so sudden and decision has been made.
You say you go for good. I understand.
Well i guess thats all we can ever be.
But i never blame you for that cos
I know it sucks being in your position.
Having to take care of different party's feeling.

Now there goes my happiness.
Seriously i give up.
You take care wherever you are mugik.

2011-05-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

Currently, i was posted to Ang Mo Kio Hospital

for my gerontology posting.

Its only my 2nd day there and im already starting to be sick and tired of it.

Not that im sick of the work routine or whatsoever.

The staffs over there are all bunch of friendly and helpful people. I cant deny that.

But the thought of me having to wake up at 4am every morning really

sucks big time. We've to be there by 7am so yeah, that explains why

im up that early. Tsk. And the sad thing is that, for this 2 weeks straight,

we are in the morning shift. Somebody kill me please.

Now im all worried for my IMH posting which is right after this.

Just how the hell am i suppose to be there by 7am?! Brrrrrrrrr.

This is insane.

On another note, my dear friend mugik has just started NS today.

I guess im gona miss that late night calls/webcam. Hahahahaha.

Hope youre doing good there. Meet up soon! :D
-
And oh yes, im so glad that me and her are already
in a good term. Heh heh. Alhamdulillah.
Syukran!

2011-04-24T01:50:00.000-07:00

Im dead bored now.

So im gona upload some photos.

Who else, my nephew and niece of course. Hehehe. :)

2011-04-23T09:37:00.000-07:00

Hey, just wana say, i may not be close to you. I may not know you inside out. Maybe we used to hate each other due to whatever reason we had. But fuck it, thats all in the past. Right now, Girl, i really feel you. Im a woman and i really understand how youre feeling. Hang on there and be strong. God is always there watching and protecting you. Chin up and look on the bright side of life. Take care sweet :)

Sometimes, this players really need to get a life.

2011-04-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

BACK!

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Ive been verrrry busy the last few weeks that

i dont have the time to even touch my lappy, what more blog. Haha.

You see, ive so many things to share but i dont know how should i put it

in sentence. Hahahaha. Just find it weird to blog cos its been so long

since i last had a proper update! Heh. Se-kills gone.

But still, i'll try :)

Ive been out for attachment for the past 2 weeks.

Where else, NUH still. Getting sick and tired of that place already.

My group was posted to ward 52 and can i just say the we're the most

unluckiest group ever? Ward 52 is a B1-Class ward and its only 4 bedded.

Good thing is that its not that hectic compared to any other ward.

But then again, sadly, theres limited skills to do over there. Like seriously nothing!

Im so worried i cant finish up all the skills. Not that i dont want to, but

its just hard to even find a skill in that ward.

No IV, no nebulizer, no bedpan, no nothing. Kill me please.

Next posting will be at Ang Mo Kio Hospital.

Well thats not the exact name la cos i dont remember the name of it.

For all i know, its a hospital in Ang Mo Kio. Lol. Not KTPH. Haha.

After that, we'll be send to IMH (im so looking forward for that) followed by

the very last posting in NUH Ward 58. That one, laaaaaagi mampos.

Cancer ward, just cry with the patients la nampaknya.

And yessssss, another news to share!

Elder sis has safely delivered a cute babygirl on the 14 of April 2011 :)

She's adorably cute and her name is Audi Zahira. Hehehe.

She look so pink please, and her hair is naiseeee. :P

This is another reason why i rarely go out nowadays.

Not that i dont have a life, but i just enjoy staying at home with my

family and watch both my nephew and niece grow. Awww.

They're the cutest thing. Looking at them, its like, so peaceful.

But its funny when theres this particular guy, he actually sent me a fb message

and asked if both my nephew and niece is my real childrens.

Reason because i uploaded too much of their pictures in my fb. Hahahaha.

People nowadays ah. Very funny. Buang tebi agaknya anak aku. :P

2011-04-04T07:01:00.001-07:00

I got a little cheeky, i tried covering this song.

Jar of hearts by Christina Perri.

Hahahahahahaha.

I know i sounded funny here and there but fuck it.

And yes, some other song too in Youtube.

Check it out HERE

Love it, hate it, i dont care.

This is all made for the fun of it. :)

Earpiece.

2011-03-30T01:09:00.000-07:00

The question is,

To make yourself happy, or to make others happy?

If thats the thing that makes me happy, should i let it go for others happiness?

Its almost perfect. Seriously, almost.

"Sometimes, things just aren't meant to be.

Sometimes, no matter how bad you want something, you gotta let it go. "

When i thought i found my own happiness, thats when it has to end.

How cruel can life be.

Just why why why.

2011-03-02T03:06:00.000-08:00

Thanks allah, you gave me happiness even if its just for a while.
I couldnt have asked for more.

Alhamdulillah.

2011-02-26T05:20:00.000-08:00

Its been so long.

Ive always wanted to update this poor blog of mine,

but i dont seem to have the time.

All thanks to school. I swear it has taken A LOT of my time.

Didnt know being in year 2 will be this hard. I need a break!

School really sucks big time.

Im on a super busy mode lately cos ive a couple of test to sit for,

which ive already sat for it la. And yes, good thang phase test is over!

If i can list down the different kind of stressor im facing back then,

phase test will be on my top list! Followed by class test of course.

The new system really wana kill the student nurses la!

Buffet phase test, like what were they thinking?

But alhamdulillah, i managed to pull it through.

2 more burdens to go before i can enjoy my holiday, EXAMS. -.-

Im soooo gona mug like fuck this time round.

You gotta do this, Nadiah!

On a happy note, my family and i will be going for a 3D2N holiday

at..................................................

Resort World Singapore!

Sumpah da tak sabar! :P

2011-02-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

To bring myself closer to God.

To change for the better.

To wear something decent and appropriate.

To be a good daughter, sister, friend and a lot more.

2011-02-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

Somebody please send me to Yun Nam Haircare!

My goodness this scalp of mine is fucking itchy! Yes it is!

Been scratching here and there ever since and oh dear, all

the dry scalp's coming out! Sumpah gatal dan pedih!!!!!!

Please eh, ni bukan kutu -.-

Macam nak botak ah. Tsk.

2011-02-03T05:34:00.000-08:00

Im pretty much stressed up with my studies right now.

Behavioural Science test this coming Monday,

fucking phase test next Friday, never-ending projects! Brrrrrr.

I think this brain gona explode anytime soon.

Goodness, i need a break!

2011-01-31T02:08:00.000-08:00

Im sorry but i didnt mean anything through my previous 2 post.
Im sorry to you, you and you.

2011-01-02T08:21:00.001-08:00

When you love someone and they leave you. That cuts at your heart. No matter how hard you try to forget them nor no matter how hard you try to ignore them, those cuts create a scar and that person will always be on your heart for as long as they live. No matter the reason for their departure.

Hopes.

2011-01-01T07:38:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, i'd like to wish all of you a Happy New Year!

May this year be a wonderful year for all of us, amin.

To the all emos, cheer up and heads high okay.

Its new year lollies! Huggggsss!

I had an awesome time with my girlfriends yesterday.

And oh yes, not forgetting Firdaus too!

One helluva night! Everything was so perfect and im smiling

from ears to ears the whole day.

Deep confessions made, we're jumping like madcows just to get

the perfect jump shot, everything. Simply love my yesterday.

But maybe the going back time was an exception. Haha.

Ive never been home that late throughout my whole life when im out with my friends!

Yes, very very late. Well, maybe for me. Ahaha.

Night rider was crazy, suckaaaaaa.

Better think of better alternatives next year, smrt!

Now, i officially lost my precious voice. Again.

I regret shouting the moment the clock strike 12 yesterday. :(

2010-12-29T04:27:00.000-08:00

I cant wait for my Birkenstock Pisa that ive ordered through FB.

Come quick laaaaaaai, sexcited!

2010-12-21T02:15:00.000-08:00

And i keep praying and praying,

hoping that one day i'll pop into your head,

and you'll sit back and think about me for a while,

and say, "God, i made a mistake."

Its been years. I thought im over it.
But im wrong. Fuck this feeling.

2010-12-11T02:35:00.000-08:00

Mum and dad bought me a Sony DSLR.

Im one happy kid, Lol.

I guess for now thats my new toy at home.

Hopefully i wont abandon my Nikon. Muahahaha.

Anddddd, another very veryy gooood news!

Im left another 1 more week of attachment and then walaa!

Bye bye Ward 64! Such a nice place to work at but sadly,

the people there just sucks to the extreme. Hehehehehehehehe.

Sister, lu mati pun cantik nohhhhhh. I likeee!

2010-12-02T12:45:00.000-08:00

Happy 6th, if you remembered.

2010-11-18T05:33:00.001-08:00

I feel like doing some piercing.

Okay, random. :P

2010-11-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

Rehab was awesome but at the same time awful.

Awesome because the elderly there are all friendly.

Same goes to the care staff. I feel welcome the moment i stepped into the place.

Awful because time passes by so slowwwwly

andddd! we have to do some of the housechores.

Well actually, im fine with it laaa.

Its just that i felt unprofessional doing all those chores

in my friggin nursing uniform.

I mopped, i wiped the gym equipment, i washed and dap dry the plates,

i sweeeeeep, i cleaned the table. Ridiculous much?

Tell me about it.

Now im worried sick for my Simulation training which is this coming Friday.

Likeee who doesnt?

Suppiah, please dont pick as a roleplayer or i'll pee on my pants!

2010-11-05T04:00:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i had a proper update. Heh.

Hello all! :D

Ive soo many things to share but i dont know where i should start.

Hahaha. Ermmm, okaaay.

Firstly, glad to say that my posting in Ward 41 is O.V.E.R! Hehe.

So! Surgical posting done.

Which means, im left with 2 more posting!

A week at St.Luke Eldercare Centre, which is somewhere around Clementi.

Anddddd another 4 weeks in Ward 64 for medical posting! Yippeee doo!

17 december, come quick. I neeed my holidays! :DD

Secondly, got back our logbook yesterday.

Mdm Lam talked to us personally about our marks, performance and all.

Anddddddd, shocking news evaaaa!

I got an A for my surgical posting! Omgggg.

This is beyond my expectation but alhamdulillah!

Effort paid off! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah!

Hopefully this can help me push my upcoming GPA, Inysaallah. Amin!

For paramedic, i'll try! Poo kanan! Poo kiri! :P

Now what? I forgot what i want to say. Hahaha.

2010-10-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

Dear Nixon, when can i put you on?

You look so yummy in the box. Yums!

2010-10-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

im left with 9 more weeks of attachment. yeah.

attachment's fine for me.

except for the fact that i have a new mate whom i think is a

bit too clingy/dependent on me.

i dont know, i just cant stand the sight of her anymore.

it pissed me off big time the moment she opened her mouth and talk.

talk cock ah, fuckshit.

and yes girl, i need a space of my own for goodness sake.

stop tagging along everywhere i go, its irritating.

at one time i just feel like smacking your face.

i washed my hand, you also wash your hand.

i do my handrub, you also do your handrub.

i read the casenote, you also read the SAME casenote.

i take parameter, you also take parameter on the SAME patient.

now what the fuck is this.

are you my shadow or what. pffffft.

you are the reason why i dont look forward for work.

2010-10-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

You fill me up with hope and for once, I believe I can make it.

this is it

2010-10-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

holidays will be OFFICIALLY OVER in a few hours time.

fuck thaat, i still want my holiday! bleargh.

andddd, sad to say that tomorrow will be the start of my

Clinical Posting 1.2.

im saddd, ya guys feel me? :((((

be prepared to be a slave to all the mean nurses out there.

2010-10-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

because my past traumatized me.

so im taking one step at a time.

awesome with the awesome.

2010-10-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

oh i miss Genting and KL already.

and i already miss this whole bunch of awesome people.

lets do it again!

maybe, somewhere further since i already got a greenlight

from my mum. hehe. :P

and oh, few more hours before the clock strikes 12am.

which means, my dearest fazillah ( hehe, okay kidding! FADILLAH.)

will be turning 21!

which also means, i'll be turning 20 the next day! hehehehehe.

OMG, Happy Birthday to US!

HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-09-30T04:53:00.000-07:00

i'll be leaving for Genting/KL tomorrow morning and

will only be back on sunday night i guess? heh.

hope everything will run smoothly theree.

goood day people!

2010-09-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

seeee how much ive grown for the past few months.

fatter, rounder and hopefully taller?

can la can laaa. hehehehe. :B

i cant wait for 1st october to come.

for the very first time evaaaaaa, i'll be leaving for a short getaway

to Genting/KL with some of my OAC friends.

anddd, what makes me much more happy is thaaat,

i used my own saving to pay for the whole trip! heh.

5 more days to go! :DD

mo lova.

2010-09-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

lovely aint it?

BIRKENSTOCK PISA!

i already asked a friend of mine to get it for me first through online

since i dont have any credit cards to do the payment.

muahahaha. haprak kan aku. :P

hopefully, its still available uh.

but kalau tak dapat pun takpah!

wa carik kat boutique dia sendiri. nyeahahahaha.

i know my chances of getting this birks is like 50 50.

so i dont really put on high hopes on this.

kalau ada, adaaa la kan. heh.

takda takpaaaa. maybe not my rezeki. hahaha.

ive been aiming a lot of footwear lately.

just yesterday, i bought myself a Reef slipper.

now this Pisa caught my attention. great.

mum say this to me;

duit raya kau takpayah simpan dalam bank tau.

kau belanja je semua.

terpacak tanduk setan aku dengar.

( __ )

kat atas tu, tanduk aku.

eid.

2010-09-14T17:51:00.000-07:00

its been so long.

anyway, Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims. heh. :D

i just dont feel the vibe in this year's raya.

probably because it clashes with my 2 big exams.
it sucks big time to mug like a crazy woman when everyone else

was enjoying themselves, doing visiting. :/

but on a happier note, i received quite a satisfying amount of err, collection? hahaha.

malu nak ambek duit, tapi ambek jugak.

check check, wow not badddd business aku. muahahaha. :P

me likeyyy.

and now, i smell holidaysssss. heh.

well, just a short holiday before i start my clinical posting 1.2,

which im NOT loooking forward for. haha.

i dont know, i just hate attachment in the hospital. its indescribable.

yesterday was the day they briefed us about which group and

which hospital we're in.

i dont know if its a goood news, or a bad news.

i was posted to my own sis's ward. blurp.

which mean, she and her colleagues, who somehow know me,

will see my clumsiness and kebodohan in the ward.

geeez, FML. doomed. :/

another redzky.

2010-09-08T21:11:00.000-07:00

alright, ive a good news.

little redzky will be a brother sooon!

yes, my elder sis is 5 weeks pregnant! hahaha.

thats fasssssst, i think. lol.

redzky is super hyper now.

i cant imagine having another baby in the house.

kecoh! hahaha.

whatever it is, congrats sis! :)

2010-09-08T02:26:00.001-07:00

what does that supposed to mean eh?

hari raya? you think?

2010-09-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

MENGAMOK TAK MENGAMOK?!

i dont know if i should laugh, be angry or cry when i look at it.
seriously.

i hate you, frog.

2010-09-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

orang seme raya pakai cadar lawa lawa.

tapi aku raya pakai cadar cartoon katak.

thanks eh ibu. -.-

next time jangan pandai pandai beli!

aku mengamok ni!!!!!!!!!

kalau tak pakai member merajok. sheeeeeeeesh!

you tell me, ape steam aku pakai cadar katak hijau?!

ahhhhh tak sukaaaaaaaa! tak sukaaaaaaa!

takde feeel la baring atas katak!

i is sad laa! ):

2010-09-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

i'll be damned if i do, and damned if i don't.

mum, i seriously dont get you.

sometimes youre just getting on my nerve.

if arguing with you is a sin,

then i'd rather spend my time outside than at home.

because i'll commit lesser sin.

i already helped you clean up the mess in the living room,

not a single 'thankyou' come out from your mouth.

but instead you called me bodoh?

reason because i wiped the tables using white cloth?

thaaat cloth is not even clean in the first place okay.

its still kain buruk, yikes.

alright, i know its not a big deal.

but im so fucking fucked up right now

because i feel that all my effort is not appreciated. -.-

2010-08-28T02:37:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIKE DOING A VLOG.

(Y)

2010-08-25T10:01:00.000-07:00

came across something.

and now i feel so bad.

2010-08-24T02:54:00.000-07:00

too many things to do yet so little time.

- study for my BEH test.

- get my eyebrow trimmed. disasterrrr.

- rebond my hair BEFORE raya.

- tidy up my forever messy room.

- tidy up my forever messy house.

- exercise maybe? haha.

this fatss gotta go!

you know,

few days back, i tried on a couple of my previous year raya's costumes.

and the sad thing is that, i cant fit into any.

ahhhh. i wana cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

ive grown, A LOT.

and thats not good. tsk.

2010-08-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

currently, im all alone with redzky adha at home.

mum had something urgent to attend to and so she left redzky with me.

goood thang he's asleep!

though he might be a bit cranky at times while sleeping.

if not i think i'll break my backbone while looking after him.

i swear he's super active. tak tahu la kan ikut siapaaa. haha!

nevertheless, chu yaya love you eky!

2010-08-22T06:41:00.000-07:00

GO SINGAPORE CUBS!

Haiti may have scored 1 goal.

but that doesnt mean they'll win this match for sure.

ive faith in you Singapore!

go beat 'em up!

those who said Singapore played like shits,
i think you guys are full of shit(S).

cakap tak guna, tembak tak kena.
kalau bagus sangat, pergi main sana. -.-

stop criticizing and support local talent, please.

and oh, comel si Lightfoot tu eh.

hehehehehe.

2010-08-19T19:42:00.000-07:00

i wake up, feeling worried about my CN paper, again.

yes, AGAIN! why why why!

this aint gooood.

not a good feeling to start off my day with.

i is sad sadd saddd. ):

2010-08-18T00:55:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, you're just on your own.

2010-08-15T22:03:00.000-07:00

ive not been going out ever since the first day of ramadhan.

a round of applause for me. heh.

now i feel like dragging my ass out to somewhere,

but i dont know whereee. haha.

i want to get myself a heels for raya.

but do you think its too early for me to get one at this moment?

rumah belum kemas da sebok nak carik kasut raya!

muahahahaha.

2010-08-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

out of sudden, im worried about something.

my Clinical Science paper, it is.

i know its over and done. i sat for that paper last wednesday, goddamnit.

but this feeling just came popping and i cant stop thinking about it.

i screwed it and i just have this little feeling

that im gona fail that paper so badly.

as in REALLY badly. ):

ive high expectation on myself
but if i really fail this paper, FML.

ah i hate this sucky feeling.

go away go away!

2010-08-13T05:14:00.000-07:00

my thoughts are free to go anywhere.

but it's suprising how often they head in your direction.

muahahaha.

-

and oh, i want to get something for myself
but i cant make up my mind.
reef slipper, new birkenstock or sneakers?

desire vs money.
-.-

2010-08-10T01:14:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is the start of Ramadhan.

ive only one wish now.

I SERIOUSLY WANA LOSE WEIGHT.

it saddened me BIG time each and every time

i browsed through my old photo album. tsk.

i miss my long face.

i miss my chin.

i miss my 'masih-boleh-accept' tummy.

goddamnit, i miss everything!

the me i used to be.

ya feel me? hahahaha.

saddist!

2010-08-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

ive to come back to school tomorrow afternoon

for the YOG light up torch thingy.

how pathetic can thaaaat be?

sunday afternoon, in school.

yes, tell me about it.-.-

now who the hell made it compulsory for us?

you sucks big time, mister.

*confessed.

2010-08-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

good decisions come from experience.
experience comes from bad decisions.

and thanks to that, i am wise.

Cheerio.

2010-08-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

2 good news today.

first;

i passed my recent phase test.

but im still not sure of what grade ive obtained.

second;

i passed my veryyy first Behavioural Science test.

and mom, look! i got an A! hehehehehe.

effort paid off!

tak sia-sia yaya tak tido satu hari eh. muahahaha.

alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

i thanked god for everything.

Clinical Science Test next week.

go, Nadiah!

lets aceeeeeeeeeeeee it! :DD

2010-08-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

life; its pretty fair for me. (:

now, zip it.

2010-07-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

suddenly i have the urge to blog. cheeeeeky.

define 'hiatus'.

for goodness sake, this is not 'hiatus' you diglettt. -.-

i went for threading earlier on at gekpoh.

and goddamnit, i was charged up to 12 bucks! thats a lotttt!

i thought threading/trimming of eyebrow is less than 10 bucks?

but righttt, i dont mind paying that much uh.

because i super love the outcome! hehehe.

maybe i should just stick to that shop next timeee. oh yeahhh.

phase test tomorrow!

wish me luck! i sooo dont wana fail.

who does right? haha.

i still neeed to work on the procedure.
i suck at it like totally.
come on, in sequence nadiah!
get that stuck in your ass pee brain!
DIGLETTTTT!

2010-07-27T03:13:00.000-07:00

behavioural science test tomorrow.

insertion of NG Tube / feeding this coming saturday.

i'll be on hiatus!

oh wait, i forgot.

im forever on hiatus.

muahahaha. :D

till the next post!

gooooood day people!

2010-07-26T06:58:00.000-07:00

alamak nyahhhhhhh.

mati kutu.

aku mati.

mampos mampos.

2010-07-24T20:37:00.000-07:00

i thought only a few of them knows about this matter.

but now, im speechlesss.

how come how come.

maluuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

like finally :D

2010-07-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

im sorry for the lack of update.

blogger has been giving me a hard time the past few weeks.

i dont know why i cant log on to my blogger account lately.

only today, blogger was pretty kind to me.

thanks for that. but im still mad at you, blogger bitch. -.-

theres so many thing to share, but so little time.

cut it short.

i think, i like you.

:DDD

2010-07-09T18:26:00.001-07:00

my beautiful gf is getting engaged today!
Nuridayu saffee, i swear im so happy for you.
finally, your big day have come. Heh.
Last long, the both of you! Insyaallah, amin.

How time flies!

Sigh, now i feel old and lonely.
Muahahahaha.
Okay shut up nad.

2010-07-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

im coming back to school tomorrow!

now i freaking cant get myself to sleep because damn, im too excited for school.

hahaha, how i miss all my classmates!

2010-07-02T16:37:00.000-07:00

ah goddamnit. today is the day! today!

i hope time passes by verry quickly and then we can call it a day! hahahah.

im not sure what im scared about, but seriously let me tell you this,

the feeling aint goooooooooood. tsktsk.

ahhhhh come one nadiah, be postive! okayokay.

lyna taught me this. breathe in, breathe out, curse curse!

breathe in, breathe out, curse curse!

hahahah. okaygo.

my time is running out, i got to go beautiful people.

and to OAC members, i hope you guys will enjoy yourself today.

please please, let this be gooood!

insyaallah, amin! heh.

2010-07-01T15:16:00.000-07:00

saturday.

its drawing nearer and i swear, im very verry verrry nervous.

theres so many 'what if' running inside my mind right now.

i really hope it'll turn out fine on the day itself.

because we already put in a lot of our effort and

we've sacrificed most of our time lately on this,

just to make sure that it'll be a smooth sailing one.

this is it. saturday, you better good!

and please mr weather, be kind to us.

thank you so muchie.

2010-06-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

im financially on the rock.

well, it apply to myself. not my family yar.

mum just confiscated both my POSB and OCBC card.

dang it. she updated my passbook earlier on at jurong point, and im with her!

didnt expect that she would bring along my passbook everywhere she go.

out of the blue, she told me she wants to check my passbook.

im like, omg, im dead! im dead!

i was so fucking scared at that very moment. hahahahaha.

because i spent like a lot la! berani buat, tak berani tanggung!

tried to distract her by bringing her somewhere but attempt failed.

she still insisted of updating my passbook.

awwww, haha. i swear she bombarded me with lots of questions the moment

she saw the amount in my book. hahaha.

but seriously mum, most of the money is spent on food.

not shopping. tsktsk.

perangai budak gemok!

my POSB account is the saddest of all.
cantik je, tinggal 4 bucks. handsome kan! hahahaha.
mana member tak mengamok! muahahahaha.

2010-06-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

this week is gonna be hectic for me.

im booked solid for the whole week.

meetings and stuffs.

so yeah, i guess there'll be less updates from me.

will try to update this blog of mine if time permits.

keep those tags coming! heh.

see you all, soon! :D

2010-06-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

deep down, i feel empty.

dont ask, its complicated.
because i myself, have no answer to that question.

its supposed to be sunday, not saturday!

2010-06-26T23:56:00.000-07:00

so lets say that theoretically i like you, and theoretically

even though it sounds moronically cliche and overused,

you give me butterflies. and just for kicks,

lets add that all in theory of course, you

may be one of the most wonderful people I have ever met,

and hypothetically my heart beats ten times faster when I see you.

do you think that you would supposedly, and in

the most theoretical sense, feel the same way?

teeeeeeeet!

hahahahaha. okay, no.

its not like what you think, people.

im plain bored. so that explains all this shittos.

excuse me! heh.

and oh, i changed a new skin.

afterall, simplicity is the best.

2010-06-26T07:39:00.001-07:00

let it be a secret.

maybe its better that way.

2010-06-24T22:23:00.000-07:00

rise and shine earthling!

its friday! how great can that be? heh.

well, actually for me, it still makes no difference la

whether its monday or friday because im still having my holiday.

muahahaha. school will commence only on the 5th of july!

heh, im excited! i miss all the gooood foooood in the cafes. hehe.

and, i miss coming for training every friday.

later, i'll be heading to the IR, marina bay sands.

mum and dad wants to tour around there, tak puas puas holiday!

hahaha, so yeah. since ive no plan for now, yeap im tagging along.

err maybe la, if this lappy is not addictive. haha.

fb is being a bitch with me.

i tried to upload the remaining pics of my holiday

but they will always prompt me with 'upload failed. try again.'

yikes, sucks big time.

be friendly with me, will ya?

and oh, im so so addicted to online movies already.

thanks to a friend of mine.

yesterday, ive been movie marathon-ing for like more than 6 hours!

he recommended me to watch Dear John.

i swear its the nice to watch! i cried like nobody business.

hahaha.

2010-06-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

alright, im back all! :DD

Penang's great! i had truckloads of fun and a wonderful time with my family.

and yes, i was well-fed there. so i guess i gained a lot of weight already!

tsk, but its okay. holiday mah. it'll be my loss if i didnt try all the food there.

especially the nasi kandar. superb!

im kinda lazy to blog about the whole trip.

i'll try to upload all the pictures as soon as possible

and let the pictures do the talking ya? heh okay settle.

edited//
teeeet, deleted.

2010-06-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

i'll be leaving for Penang in a few hours time.

jump for joy! flight will be at 7am in the morning.

which means, ive to wake up at 3-4am plusplus tomorrow. boohoo.

at the same time, i felt a little bit sad too la because i cant make it for the oac trip. ):

i went to school earlier on, sat at oac room for a while.

when i see lots of big bags inside the room, i see some of the members busy packing their stuff,

it kinda saddened me a little. if only this holiday doesnt clash with the trip,

maybe i'd be there too, at that moment, packing my own stuffs. but yeah, its okay.

maybe some other time. insyaallah, hahaha. :P

2010-06-12T10:20:00.000-07:00

i'll be leaving for Penang this coming Friday. :D

before this, i've been complaining a lot about this holiday,

thinking that it is such a bad idea because it clashes with the oac trip.

BUT.

now im all excited about it. yes, out the blue.

maybe because i just got to know from mum that we'll be staying in

Hard Rock Hotel, Penang? hahahah.

how exciting can that be! i cant wait!

see those swimming poooooool. ahhhh!

tempted to jump! tempted to jump! hehehe.

somebody told me its a pretty new hotel.

hopefully its nice in there so i can snap goddamn lots of photos! heh heh.

and due to my ex-ci-ted-ness to attack the swimming pool,

earlier on sis and i bought a pair of boardshort from Reef, since we got

a swimming top but no bottom. muahahaha.

semangat kebabian.

and i bought a Reef tee too, just for this holiday! hehe.

swipe card sesuke hati, kalau mak aku update

buke OCBC aku, matik wo! matik!

satu shopping complex die kejar aku.

perangai kan pose pose dengan sluar baru?

siap pakai baju swimming lagi!

oh yes, i forgot to declare something.

ATTACHMENT IS FINALLY OVER!

YAHOOOO!

2010-06-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

i got one patient, he just got admitted today.
he's in his late 50s. his body is sooooooo full of tattoo.
everywhere, you name it! pai kia ah.
and he told me he was umm, so called a 'fortune teller'.
so okayyy. none of my business, i couldn't be bothered anyway.
then, suddenly he offered me his 'service'.
he wanted to read my palm. so he asked for my hand.
i was reluctant in the first place. but he grabbed my hand.
so okay, kasi chance. then he read my palm.
you know what he say?

' whaa, you got no luck ah.'
' by the time you reach the age 60, you got a lot of sickness.'
' i tell you ah, you dont be angry okay? the longest you can live is 70 years old.'
' lelaki tengok lu pun lari. lu susah mau dapat mataer.'

whaaa, step pandai kan tu apek?

i dont believe him though. syirik!
he's not a god for goodness sake yet he can predict when i will die?!
nonsense.

2010-06-08T18:35:00.000-07:00

just two more damn days.

& im done with it.

:DDDDD

whooooo, i smell holidays!

MAMAMIA LAZATOS!

2010-06-02T04:54:00.000-07:00

i had simulation training earlier on in school.
gosh, how i miss that place! very very much.
am so happy to see some familiar faces. hugggsss.

during training, the lecturer picked me as a role player in one of the room.
elimination needs. fucking suay, i tell you.
you know, ive tried so many ways so that they wont notice me.
but in the end, they still noticed me! gaaaaah.
have to act out on the dummies, with a lot of eyessssss looking at you.
inserting fleet enema, only god knows how i feel at that point of time.
but thank goodness, i did okay. its a very good experience i must say. heh. (:

2010-05-27T22:13:00.000-07:00

adidas sundown tomorrow (:

and oh, good news.

im left with 2 more weeks before attachment ends!

what the hell what the hell, im so loving it and

i freaking cant wait for the very day to come! heh heh.

my logbook, ive managed to complete almost all of the skills.

almost eh, not all. hahaha. left with a couple more skills.

competency, i'll try to get you sign by the end of next week okay? heh.

i got B for my medical and polyclinic posting.

am happy, but im still not satisfied with it. i want mooooore!

now for this surgical posting, i hope i can get a better marks/grade.

insyaallah, i'll try my very best.

i wana go poly to take diploma in nursing pretty please laaa.

but if i cant, at least i want to try higher nitec in paramedic. ):

when theres a will, theres a way. insyaallah. (:

2010-05-24T18:41:00.000-07:00

currently busy.

i'll try my very best to update this blog of mine

when i have the time, okay? (:

mucho loves.

2010-05-21T22:30:00.001-07:00

cold storage kids run tomorrow morning!
so i wont be coming home tonight since we need to report
at 5am on sunday! yeaaaaahaaaa. i like likeeeee. haha.
its not like 'everytime' i can be away from home, you see.
so its like, a golden opportunities for me yar. muahahahaha.
but not to worry, not to sorry, i wont commit any stupid crime ibu.
heh heh. ^ ^ v

& oh. i think theres a virus on my tagboard. -.-

2010-05-18T03:58:00.000-07:00

after so long, you ranged me.

and that feeling, came again. ):

HOPES.

2010-05-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

im counting till the last day of attachment.
19 more days and then, victory victory!
this thing has got to end because its killing me.
i swear, polyclinic is the boring place ever!
all i did was, observe observe and of course, observe.
we looked more like a dumb nurse who did nothing but observe.
and that sucks big time because time passes by so slowly.
8am to 4pm, tell me about it. -.-

i met dayah darla after work just now since AMK and novena
is just a few stations away. am so happy to see her!
had our lunch at novena square, joke around.
i swear i miss all the nonsense i had with her during my working days in IRAS.
recalled all the sweet and funny moments we had together.
gosh, we really had a great laugh! i think we laughed the loudest in the train.
hahahaha, more of it please! heh. insyaallah.

right now, i dont feel good.
i think im falling sick. i sneezed like i dont know how many times already!
can i like dont come tomorrow?
haha, err no? yes?

p/s: krg mcm kemarok je? chill ah. menyampah you know.

2010-05-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

i'll be starting my one week polyclinic-attachment tomorrow.

but i still dont know where the hell it is located.

ms sanjit assigned me as the leader for this posting and thats it, im doomed.

i'll be a dead meat if i lost my way tomorrow and cant reach there on time.

neither my friends know the way to the polyclinic. nice one

for all i know, i need to alight at ang mo kio station.

the rest, nuts. i know nuts.

i want a new phone so badly.

so sick and tired of using my mum's phone.

Nokia, so not user friendly. i hate Nokia.

never liked it, ever.

i want an iPhone. or blackberry. or maybe sony ericsson.

talked to mum about it, and she seems to be okay with i guess?

hahaha. nowadays everyone's using touched-screen phone.

me want this!

gosh, i sound spoilt. -.-

2010-05-16T03:12:00.000-07:00

suddenly i miss lyna nizam.
hahaha, okay this so random.
but yeah, long time never see her! ):

2010-05-14T08:03:00.000-07:00

first and foremost, i would like to apologize to all of you

if my entry bores you because im always talking about hospital and patients.

yes, ive noticed it too! heh. but no, i wont stop talking about it

and will still continue blogging about that 2 stuff. muahahaha. hell-yeah.

why? because this is the only way for me to let out my anger/sadness.

i cant be bottling it all up, keeping it inside and keep quiet.

just so you know, working in this line can be very very stressful.

i got emotional at times too. overworked i guess? haa okayyy.

and oh, im not happy about something.

i just dont get it, what is so wrong with ITE students in people's eyes ah?

you know currently in NUH, student from ITE, NYP, NP & NUS

is having their attachment. but why oh why must they treat the ITE students differently?

is there any disparity or what? oh is it just because we're from ITE?

oh ITE student kan bodoh bodoh kan. budak budak poly seme pandai!

now look. i'll admit, we're still learning, so we did make mistakes. okay?

like as if you people never make mistake je? pakai otak la bebual. -.-

2010-05-13T18:36:00.000-07:00

i came across a parody of the video apiz beats girl in facebook.
gosh, its freaking hilarious! but nice one indeed.
by ITE College East student. haaa.
i just cant stop myself from laughing when i watched it.
you guys should watch! well, if you happen to come across it la. heh.

alright, till here. hahahaha. bye!